"I'm nothing more than a whim, a whim of what you call love, of what you call friendship, of what you call happiness...
A solitary stone in the face of this contaminated earth, an inert being with a miserable life, an insignificant piece of paper used and thrown on the floor.
I'm a desperate faint light, wandering by unhappy lands, away from this agonizing humanity, enveloped by darkness, sadness and desolation...
Their looks of despise sickens me, their words drowned out by the hatred, grip me the neck tightly, and share all bads to me...
Their voices poisons my mind,clouding my reason, Their lies enter into my eyes with compassion, my heart receives it, living the deceptions, trying not to hurt anyone, I'm hurting to myself... I hate my all my good intentions ...all this sickens me.
I know I'm not meant to keep walking, on this world full of lies and false hopes. My existence is visible only by their darkest interests, while I'm still falling on their vacuum, like a fool...
My spirit is weakened before your eyes without any importance... I haven't strength to keep breathing all your infected air.
I wish death catch my hand some day, and take me to a peaceful sleep that I wouldn't wake never. ...And Nevermore I'll be...Nevermore I'll hope to...
I wanted to be someone, that was nothing... I am nothing, I don't want to be anyone...
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